Dear Readers and Dreamers,

Well it’s mid June now and I haven’t checked into this site for ages. There was just so little feedback and movement here and when I did check back in today – 18th June 2010 – I found over 30 spam comments, which I can really do without. What I’d really like is if you enter this blog and read something that you let me know what you think or just say hi to see you were here.

I love writing, but there has to be something to write about. Well things here (in my personal life) have been a little rough. Have been going through massive personal changes, but hope that this doesn’t hinder me in the future or mark me forever. Changes are okay, but I’ve been the extreme one all my life, one never ending changing, volcanic river. It’s hard and something I wouldn’t wish on anyone. Once you think (a) is the case, you suddenly are faxed with (x) again and wonder over (p) to (y) where you end up.. something like that!!

We’re all moving to Hungary soon and the dogs as well as we are just itching to move out to more freedom. The house is lovely and the wild and uncut garden is a fantastic area of 2,000m² with many fruit trees, vines, walnut trees, a well and far more. We can’t wait to chill out on the terrace through hot summer days or on hot summer evenings to candlelight and titbits to chew on. A bottle of homemade wine or schnaps, etc. There are just so many things we could do there. Construct our own large pond where the dogs as well as us can even take a dip in.. and a work room to get a business running. But that’ll all have to wait till we’ve renovated the house and get it how we want.

For the moment, I just want to say that life is really hard. It ever moving yet never changing. Like walking on the spot. Only our heads might be in the clouds, but our feet our bound by several factors. I thought I might do my driver’s licenc, while I cancelled my trip to England, but that too has proven to have setbacks. Financially and for other reasons. Everything’s hanging on a thin line, and unless everything runs exactly according to plan, well, that could mean more setbacks and well a complete change in our approach. Bummer time to fall ill!

And getting those stupid 33 spam comments today was just the ultimate. I actually thought for a moment this blog had kicked off. But darn, no, all just for show! Back to two comments (greatly appreciated!) and no more eyes to view my site! Perhaps I’ll close it.. maybe, but I do like it somehow. I just haven’t really been in the mood for writing recently.

Well y’all have a great night ~ nighty night ~ and ~ twinkle little stars..

yours, roebok ;o)

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